Zindagi ka Safar!

Zindagi Ka Safar Hai Ye Kaisa Safar,

Koi Samjha Nahin Koi Jaana Nahin,

Hai Ye Kaisi Dagar Chalte Hain Sab Magar, 

Koi Samjha Nahin Koi Jaana Nahin,

my last night shift here in my project ... can't believe it has been more than a year i have been running in shifts... Today was the day i worried long before and yet I have moved on. It may not have been as successful or a planned one! .. well, it never is... but the ride has been joyous....

it was a decision which I took after much deliberation, thinking, sleepless nights and here i am having gone through it almost successfully. Things never go planned for me, in fact its always the opposite. I just gotta stop planning !!!

plan was:

• never to get into support, i ended up in one!
• never to work from offshore, ended up working for more than a year!
• never wanted my Visa to expire, ended up losing it now!
• never wanted to get into any relationships, ended up; rather almost drowned in one!
• never felt anyone was worth my friendship considering a bunch of As****s i met, now have a family of friends,
• never felt i could trust anyone more than myself, i have friends for life !
• never thought someone could love/care me more, feel blessed to have found them!

and now, another 5 days being part of this family... it was a right decision and probably destined one! ... Whatever happens happens for a reason :-), let the reason be life, friendship or love ! who cares !!!

i carry your heart with me by E. E. Cummings

i carry your heart with me, i carry it in my heart

i am never without it, anywhere i go you go,my dear;

and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling,

i fear no fate,for you are my fate,my sweet,

i want no world,for beautiful you are my world,my true

and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant

and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

here is the root of the root and

the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;

which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide,

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart,i carry it in my heart,

a very happy weekend to all :)